Everyone has been busy!
reblog if the people who make you happiest live over 100 miles away
Listening to Coast to Coast on the factual basis that the civilization on Mars was composed of Giants. Did you know that? I sure didn’t. Of course all this is due to the Illuminati. I listen to some people and shows and sometimes I really wish there was something I believed that passionately in. I’ve immersed myself at times in things over the years but I never found that something to go gah gah over. I guess human behavior and philosophical thought were the closest and longest lasting things that inspired me until I realized the futility of the human condition. The rise and fall of civilizations, economic collapses, lost souls, ambitions, good, bad, righteousness, evil etc., etc. I write about a lot of things, mostly political/contemporary things that are going on. Maybe thats why I haven’t slept in a month, things aren’t looking to good along those lines. Yet I watch people going about their daily lives totally oblivious to everything thats going on around them. Sometimes I envy that too! Plato said “The unexamined life is not worth living” and I really believe that, but, besides drinking some hemlock tea what the hell do you do when your eyes really open up? This is coming out a lot doomier and gloomier than I intended. I meant to pose the questions, not bitch. For the most part the only real solace I find is in my own head. I still try and light one candle rather than curse the darkness whenever I can. There are just times I ask why? I guess because if I don’t who will? Sitting here in the middle of the night/morning waiting for a snow storm to hit listening to the world prepare for it and wake up I’m glad I don’t have to go out and deal w/it today. I’m not sure where all this was actually going. Pointless maybe but it got me through another night up. There was a time I would have deleted this because I never “put out” anything that remotely opened a glimpse into me. Always kept that wall up, ya know? I’ve been changing that as of late though so, thanks all.