Thoughts...

Everyone has been busy!

lifeisforrent:

(Mostly.)

Most are in the afterlife (Does that count?)

(via amy-joanne-deactivated20110824)

Listening to Coast to Coast on the factual basis that the civilization on Mars was composed of Giants. Did you know that? I sure didn’t. Of course all this is due to the Illuminati. I listen to some people and shows and sometimes I really wish there was something I believed that passionately in. I’ve immersed myself at times in things over the years but I never found that something to go gah gah over. I guess human behavior and philosophical thought were the closest and longest lasting things that inspired me until I realized the futility of the human condition. The rise and fall of civilizations, economic collapses, lost souls, ambitions, good, bad, righteousness, evil etc., etc. I write about a lot of things, mostly political/contemporary things that are going on. Maybe thats why I haven’t slept in a month, things aren’t looking to good along those lines. Yet I watch people going about their daily lives totally oblivious to everything thats going on around them. Sometimes I envy that too! Plato said “The unexamined life is not worth living” and I really believe that, but, besides drinking some hemlock tea what the hell do you do when your eyes really open up? This is coming out a lot doomier and gloomier than I intended. I meant to pose the questions, not bitch. For the most part the only real solace I find is in my own head. I still try and light one candle rather than curse the darkness whenever I can. There are just times I ask why? I guess because if I don’t who will? Sitting here in the middle of the night/morning waiting for a snow storm to hit listening to the world prepare for it and wake up I’m glad I don’t have to go out and deal w/it today. I’m not sure where all this was actually going. Pointless maybe but it got me through another night up. There was a time I would have deleted this because I never “put out” anything that remotely opened a glimpse into me. Always kept that wall up, ya know? I’ve been changing that as of late though so, thanks all.